aMbeR's mY sO-caLLeD liFe: Limitations & Sacrifices

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Sometimes once in a life-time opportunities come around in our lives that we can't act upon. And being who I am, I have limitations. And being a stay-at-home mother & a wife, I've got to make sacrifices. This can be difficult for me because I tend to be selfish occasionally. Maybe that's the price I had to pay for being a spoiled, youngest child. It just makes me feel like I can't dream as high as I used to. And maybe I'm really trapped inside these 4 walls. Trapped in somebody else's schedule. Trapped in debt. Trapped in defining moments that aren't always my best moments. Trapped in stigmas of motherhood. I just wanna be free. And I just wanna dream again.

Yeah, I know it's vague. I can't tell ALL about what things have transpired in my life lately. But, it will be okay. Nothing that I can't overcome.

I'm just having one of those days.

2 Comments:

YOU have to put YOU first!! If you are not taken care of you, then how can you take care of anyone else? Hope it gets better!

By {Susan...Seriously.}, at 4:07 PM

{{hug}} Hope you can come up for air soon. This is my first visit to your blog and it has a great design! Kudos to you and into my google reader you go :)

By Jayne, at 5:17 PM